February 2010
94 posts
“if you only have love for your own race, then you only leave space to...”
January 2010
258 posts
it’s 2:53am & i’m finally home. ashley’s debut was fantastic ! it made me want to cry when i couldn’t go to the afterparty and had to leave. i never realized how much i miss my friends from middle school and north hollywood / hollywood friends before. it’s been practically 3 years since i last saw ashley & almost 4 since i saw madison kids. i finally met...
exhaustion.
completely and utterly tired out. i’m coming down with a cold, i haven’t slept very well. i’m just worn out.
“Only for myself, for myself alone must I judge, must I choose, must I decline.”
– Herman Hesse (Siddhartha)
entitlement.
you’re not entitled to anything. your name, your status, your age.. nothing about you entitles you to anything. if you want something, get off your ass and do something about it. barking orders and bringing down others does not make you superior to anyone. work harder, maybe then you’d truly understand the value of being able to obtain something yourself. you gotta give to get...
okay but not.
spent the entire day with friends & talked about everything. it felt to say everything i’ve kept inside and it’s nicer to know that they understand me even if they don’t always agree.
i'm such a nerd.
in addition to my love for books, office supplies, and new tools; the thing that made my night was learning how to do cornell notes on microsoft word. <3
priorities in check.
on tumblr for a moment for the sake of not having to go through a billion pages tomorrow. i have an essay and history notes to crank out. therefore, tumblr gets put on my back burners.
random thing; kirsten totally punched me in the mouth while we were fighting over peanut (a person, definitely not edible). haha. & then i came home and my sister started wrestling with me. so i bit her. three...
busy busy busy.
this week & next week are going to be so jam packed, i have no idea where i’m going to find the time to accomplish all the things that need to be done.
finish Siddhartha, write a commentary on it, and create a motif presentation on spiritual progression.
read and finish history notes, i have like 20 pages left.
do more research & sketch for art.
key club’s benefit showcase...
there goes my finger(s)
charlesbitme:
vachiramina:
charlesbitme:
the socket of my index finger went further into my palm and it dragged along my middle finger. now its changing to a purplish color. you know when you try to extend your fingers & your fingers are going backwards? impossible. driving stick to go to school is going to be an ass for a while.
fingers going back are not totally impossible. my...
i'm sorry.
i’m sorry i didn’t try to get to know you better. i’m sorry i didn’t try harder to befriend you other than the casual “hello” & “goodbye”. & most of all, i’m sorry i can’t do anything to ease your pain. even if it doesn’t mean much nor does it do much, you’re always going to be in mine and many others’ prayers....
there goes my finger(s)
charlesbitme:
the socket of my index finger went further into my palm and it dragged along my middle finger. now its changing to a purplish color. you know when you try to extend your fingers & your fingers are going backwards? impossible. driving stick to go to school is going to be an ass for a while.
fingers going back are not totally impossible. my fingers go back pretty far & my...
my life is not your playground.
i just did some homework i've already done >:|
tired but i can't sleep because i have the most...
i need to get healthy.
so goodbye to soda, i haven’t been drinking it anyways. not as much junk food. i need to work out more >:|
this entire "sleep for a couple hours, awake for a...
i'm always late to school.
i never show up on time for first period. but i never get in trouble. why? because my teacher’s just about the same. i showed up 10 - 15 minutes late to school, i walked upstairs, turned the corner, and my entire class is standing outside because no one showed up to teach class. at around 14 minutes, we all decided to just leave. as we’re walking away from the classroom, low &...
i feel screwed.
i can’t get any of the dances down >:| & it’s making me feel stressed. what a bummer. & this shitty weather is not helping with anything. our school needs to be canceled, immediately. our school’s built on a hill practically with a tunnel in the middle & there’s a thunderstorm tomorrow.
R.I.P. Mr. Whang
I know you’re in a better place now without suffering from the pain. You left behind a great family whose sons are strong and women are caring, but they’re blessed for your love. you boys are the strongest kids right now but it’s always okay to cry when you need to, i’ll always be here for you guys. and to the mother and grandmother, you are the sweetest people who take in...
warm showers are seriously the best.
don't mistake my kindness for anything other than...
i’m honestly nice to everyone. although there are a few exceptions. i treat everyone my age like close friends because i don’t like the awkward distant relationships between people. i take care of people younger than me like they were my own younger siblings because i feel compelled to. i don’t have to care about other people’s well being, but i choose to. so if you rather...
“Do not let hate guide you into a wrong decision.”
– D.A. Cabbot (Law and Order: SVU)
i just realized i haven't been getting the mail...
david clark.
me: thanks for hanging out with me this weekend best friend -___-
david: ...
me: ....
david: ...
me: ....
david: ...
me: ....
david: ..
me: ...
david: sorry sorry sorry
david: sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
me: forgiven.
most of our conversations are like this. we understand each other even with just symbols. haha (:
quick cpaf spam.
why? cause it’s that easy to make a difference. why else? cause you can actually be a part of it.
tornado warning in southern california: los...
what the hell ! have we ever had any tornadoes before? damn, scary.
the sun will come out tomorrow.
it’s nice to know that no matter how bad of a day you’re having, you’ll always have a tomorrow to make it better.
“Don’t rely on others to define who you are.”
– (via marvinking)
cake boss.
the show’s pretty hilarious. i’m hooked on cooking shows & baking shows, like no other. even though this show is more hilarious than about baking, it’s pretty good.