December 2010
25 posts
“the prospect of aging, being sick, or death is something inescapable. wherever you go, it will follow. it’s not something you’ll know when, where, or why it happens. but it will happen.”
coming back.
ever since last week, i’ve felt out of place & i haven’t been able to really function properly. but its nights like these that help to bring me back. spending good, quality times with friends. carefree & without worry. slowly but surely, i’m coming back to my senses.
"deal with your needs, not your wants."
keeping busy is the only way i’m functioning right now. when i have free time to myself, i don’t even know what to do. i don’t really know how to function normally anymore.
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i wish i was numb right now. but i’m not. instead i’m sad. really sad. i’m sad cause you left feeling pain. i’m sad cause i went to go see you but they wouldn’t let me in. i’m sad that everyone made me leave to study for my fucking final instead of being with you. i’m sad that i didn’t spend the entire week with you at the temple, i only spent one...
children's room.
on the fourth floor of the library has become my new “to go” place. listening to yiruma & studying for chem and math all day/ night today. just finished quizzing kelly, perry, and jason on their music final.
i just hope everyone survives this week.
PURA VIDA.: I will not fail my exams. →
encarnation:
I will not fail my exams. I will not fail my exams. I will not fail my exams.
I will not fail my exams. I will not fail my exams. I will not fail my exams.
I will not fail my exams. I will not fail my exams. I will not fail my exams.
I will not fail my exams. I will not fail my exams. I will…
crunch time.
my life seems to be getting hectic and stressful all at once. staying up late to finish my chemistry study guide. tomorrow, i’m going out with kelly to buy some stuff from target and the mall. then we’re going to school for a math study session with grace, mick, and robert. and then studying for history at night. then monday’s another math study session and last minute review for...
exhausted.
spent all week studying minus thursday (smoove day <3) and today, i took a break from studying to work. i’m all burnt out. but i still gotta keep studying.
fail.
i get home at like 11pm from studying in the tsu. decide to sleep right away and wake up early tomorrow. go online to see what the weather is like tomorrow. end up on tumblr. it’s been 20 minutes. blocking myself from tumblr the rest of the night. woot.
school grind.
officially on that school grind. studying & actually getting work done. was at school from 8:30AM until 10:40PM. hung out with the zeta sis’s while keepin’ my head in the books was difficult. this next week and a half is going to be a bitch, but hopefully i’ll get through it. got chem lab study notes mostly done today. finishing up tomorrow. 5-7 page history paper will be...
cal state fullerton all night study.
TSU is open 24/7 starting dec. 6 ! so if you need a place to study for the upcoming finals, head there ! (: *helping sis & asi out with promotions since they gave me a cute magnetic bookmark.
it's tough.
i won’t even lie or try to make excuses. now that the semester is winding down & finals are just two weeks away… everything is just piling itself on my shoulders. i can’t concentrate on any one assignment without thinking about another and then my head gets all jumbled. it’s not an option to fail. it’s not an option to even think about failing. i know i’ll...
downfall of being short.
i’m 5’0. five feet flat. i’m short but i’ve never really cared about my height. the only time i really care is when i want to buy jeans. why? cause they’re usually made for 5’2 - 5’4 people. sadface. forever folding them jeans. hahaha.
favorite moment.
one of my favorite moments is when i’m sitting in the car with my friends and we’re just jammin’ out to a song. like we’re so into it to the point where people stare and think we’re crazy or stupid or both. but to me, it’s one of the funnest moments to be in. <3